I’ll let myself down the well, but not too far, in case I fall in. Which is true, it stunned me actually, that he was so insanely accurate. Secondly, he said I was stuck between doing something. He said I was tired, which is true, I am, probably due to school and my lack of sleep. I didn’t even realise until he had said it. Today Pete read my aura, it was a weird experience because he got it spot on. I don’t want that to happen.ĭo the few minutes of feeling significant measure up to the fact that I could lose all that is meaningful to me? When I get caught, I will lose everything. She wasn’t sure if she was up to the task, but he insisted. when, in 2000, her friend asked her to direct a video for one of his songs. I know that the equivocator inside me is completely stupid, I know, no matter what I say, it doesn’t affect people. Autumn de Wilde was an aspiring photographer in L.A. I just have to stop, but I don’t know how. I can probably make this go away, this feeling of failure and deceit. Old ways are creeping back in a seeping in through the cracks in my composure. I hang, feigning my entire existence from these strings that i’m hanging from. Sometimes, its just that nothing seems worth saving. KEVIN MOYER: That also reminds me of something that Autumn De Wilde said. Fragile, she doesn’t see her beauty, she tries to get away. Would all these photos of him as a preteen or a child be embarrassing for him. She matters, when everything is meaningless. I’m experiencing a writers block at the moment though, which explains the thready narrative.įiled under: Confession, Music, Spirituality, Thoughts It also means I can start writing freely now, without knowing that i’ve got to go to bed early. It’s finally the Easter holidays, which means I can catch up with sleep and coursework. So maybe I should talk about something other than my feelings for a bit? I couldn’t leave her with the confusion and the hurt my going away would bring. The wall reached some kind of cult architectural status after the cover photo for Elliott Smith 2000 album ‘Figure 8’ was shot there and since Smith’s death in 2003, the old shop front has. I also have Sarah, who is just everything. It sounds completely opposite, but what I want to do when I leave education and stuff, it stops me from thinking about ‘fading away’. I don’t really have a suicidal intent, I think the main barrier stopping me from feeling that way is my future. I mean, at one point it was like ‘I wish I could just fade out’, which doesn’t have a suicidal intent, it just means that I could probably do with some alone time, which coincidentally I have until tomorrow afternoon. I was sitting there in Spanish, and it was like. Today was like out of body, to be honest. Hey all, long shot but I’m searching for a copy of the book about Elliott written by Autumn de Wilde to post from and to the UK. You know, baby, i would be with you if I could, to trade my flesh for your bones. Filed under: Confession, Music, Terra Naomi, Thoughts
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